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blegh [26 Jan 2004|07:14pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i havent used this thing in forever might as well give up on it.. go to my xanga i use it more http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=StAr_X_LOvEr

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MORE TEST thingys weeee [04 Dec 2003|09:52pm]
number of...
:x: piercings | seven.
:x: tattoos | none
:x: height | 5'6"
:x: shoe size | 6
:x: hair color | brown and blonde.
:x: siblings | two. step bro and real bro


last...
:x: movie you rented | pirates of the caribbean
:x: movie you bought | dont remember
:x: song you listened to | coldplay-clocks
:x: song that was stuck in your head | distillers-drain the blood
:x: cd you bought | good riddence
:x: cd you listened to | good riddence
:x: person you've called | daniel
:x: person that's called you | ryan
:x: tv show you've watched | fairly odd parents

do...
:x: you have a crush on someone | yup.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else | who doesnt.
:x: you think about suicide | actually im quite afraid of death and how it will take me so no
:x: you believe in online dating | haha. what losers.
:x: others find you attractive | i guess so.
:x: you want more piercings | not as of right now.
:x: you drink | koolaid the purple kind!
:x: you do drugs | no, drugs are stupid.
:x: you smoke | no, smoking is stupid.
:x: you like cleaning | not really.
:x: you like roller coasters | yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print | i mix them together.


for or against...
:x: long distance relationships | it kinda sucks...but if its meant to be itll work out
:x: using someone | depends... if its for revenge, then for. anything else... then against.
:x: suicide | depends on my mood.
:x: killing people | totally against it.
:x: teenage smoking | against.
:x: doing drugs | meh cant really say
:x: driving drunk | against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships | they can do what they want.
:x: soap operas | against.


favorite...
:x: food | anything chineese.
:x: song | DC-hands down (as of the moment)
:x: thing to do | um talk or listen to music
:x: thing to talk about | stupid things.
:x: sports | snowboarding
:x: drinks | koolaid.
:x: clothes | hoodies and beenies
:x: movies | finding nemo nightmare before christmas and alice in wonderland
:x: singer | none that i recall.
:x: holiday | valentines day or christmas

have you...
:x: ever cried over a girl | no
:x: ever cried over a boy | many a times
:x: ever lied to someone | unfortunately.
:x: ever been in a fist fight | haha, yes.
:x: ever been arrested | nope


what...
:x: shampoo do you use | that herbal ess
:x: shoes do you wear | converse allstars and etnies
:x: are you scared of | heartbreak and rejection.


number...
:x: of times i have been in love? | not as many times as i thought i was... so really only once.
:x: of times i have had my heart broken? | too many.
:x: of hearts i have broken? | a couple.
:x: of girls i have kissed? | two or three
:x: of boys i have kissed? | too many to count
:x: of girls i've slept with? | not sexually but like sleep over lots! :-D i know im a dork
:x: of boys i've slept with? |two
:x: of drugs taken illegally? | one
:x: of people i would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? | not as many as i would like.
:x: of people i consider my enemies? | quite a few.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? | cant recall but more than 2
:x: of scars on my body? | too many.
:x: of things in my past that i regret? | one thing.


favorite...
:x: disney movie | the kid.
:x: word | meh effin and mutha trucka
:x: nickname | meggeh & meg meg
:x: guy name | caleb
:x: girl name | noel
:x: eye color | icey icey blue
:x: flower | black roses
:x: piercing | my tounge i guess
:x: actor | will farrell
:x: actress | angalina jolie

do you think you are...
:x: pretty | on my good days
:x: funny | i can be.
:x: hot | sometimes.
:x: friendly | if i like you.
:x: amusing | sure.
:x: ugly | sometimes.
:x: loveable | if you are lucky.
:x: caring | yes.
:x: sweet | yes.
:x: dorky | heck yeah

well there u go kiddos enjoy.. and today was good! I SAW RYAN! yaye!! hehe happy bday AGAIN! kiddo <3 meg meg
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A VERY HAPPY UNBIRTHDAY TO YOU! yes you! [03 Dec 2003|09:37pm]
lol oh how i love my alice in wonderland!! tehes.... anyways today was good.. kinda average and slow.. BUT I SAW MATT woot woot and luis...good times at lunch.. and ms comte STILL continues to piss me off that stupid bitch i hate her! xD and her gay ass hw!! eep!! anyways im talking to ryan right now... such a hottie.. what was i thinking breaking up with him in middle school haha im a loser this i know! so shoot me? well im about to take a shower here in a few so im gonna cut this short! lata lovas!
<3 u like a fat kid loves...YOUR MOM haha jk
<3 megan
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just to kill the time with a dagger [02 Dec 2003|04:29pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

x. I am: Megan Alise Kapolka
x. I want: you & christian devoe ;)
x. I have: no live obviously
x. I wish: I was really really rich.
x. I hate: DRAMA
x. I miss: the old days...and nap time haha
x. I fear: spiders and sabrina squishing me
x. I hear: complete silence, actually
x. I search: for love.
x. I wonder: what the future holds for me
x. I regret: breaking a certain some ones <3
x. I love: quite a few things right now,
x. I ache: nothing really
x. I always: have my phone
x. I am not: tired
x. I dance: all the time
x. I sing: anytime i hear a song playing that i know.... heh
x. I cry: quite often
x. I am not always: as strong as i seem to be on the outside... on the inside
x. I write: hardly ever anymore, sadly enough
x. I win: usually
x. I lose: not very often
x. I confuse:people often
x. I should: do my homewizzle
x. Three things you are often complimented for: eyes, hair, butt
x. You get embarrassed when: i hardley ever get embarassed... ever... try me..
x. What upsets(pisses u off) you: when people talk about me like im NOT standing right behind them..
x. You keep a diary: i write down things that i am thinking at the time in this certian notebook all the time at school
x. You like to cook: yes i do!
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: meh not really
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: the alarm beside my bed... so that i am not late to school
x. You bite your fingernails: when they annoy me
x. You believe in love: of course

Who is...?

x. The weirdest person you know: sarah
x. The loudest person you know: my cousin roxy
x. Your close friends: erm...
x. The person that knows the most about you: Ryan
x. Most boring teacher: hmm... this year, all my teachers are boring because school is pointless and retarted. but... definately MS WATKINS

What is?

x. Your most overused phrase on IM: jk
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: pitch black
x. Your best feature: my eyes or to the guys my butt
x. Inside joke: there are wayyyy too many. most of them are just... crazy memories that we talk about all the time over and over again

Do You...?

x. Take a shower everyday: definately.... well.. most of the time... but if not every other day
x. Have a (any) crush (es): um Ryan Christian and Josh Harttnet
x. Think you've been in love: definately
x. Want to get married: yes sir-e-bob
x. Have any tattoos/where?: not yet, but i will have a very beautiful pink star with white outline and black around the white on... my lower back or somewhere else sometime soon
x. Piercing/where?: i just have my tongue and ears and my belly
x. Get along with your parents: yeah... for the most part... i love my family.

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF

x. Ryan: ex boyfriend who im talking to again who is MAD HOTT and my first TRUE love
x. Rob: a homosexual male...
x. Stephanie: full house
x. Heather: matt's g/f
x. Aaron: kid down the street
x. Amy: erm some girl travis always talks about who i dont know
x. Eve: Christmas?
x. Jon: my brothers name spelled wrong
x. Alex: my cousin
x. Justin: there are lots of justins
x. Ricky: that black kid
x. Jack: Black.
SCREEN NAMES: cookies n agua
SIGN: slippery when wet or slow children at play
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: meh mix between dark blonde and light blonde
EYE COLOR: Blueeeee

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tonite TOnite [01 Dec 2003|07:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

well lets see.. today was awkward.. but it was cool... i was looking forward to seeing two certain people, but one was right behind me so he says AND I NEVER SAW him damn i feel like a retard and he thought i blew him off!! yikes ::idiot:: oh well he forgives and forgets... so ms. reed wasnt there this mornin in theatre to start off my day.. which means it was going to be bad.. and it KINDA was DAMN YOU MS COMTE stupid whore I HOPE U DIE! eep sorry.. got outa hand.. anyways my b-days in 13 days homies!! WOO
<3 Meggeh

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¿Whats it to you? [30 Nov 2003|04:01pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

hey homies... i finally got a livejournal... just a little somthing extra to spill muh guts... i dont have much to say right now... but erm keep reading and im sure itll get much better after a few entries! much <3 meggeh

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[30 Nov 2003|03:16pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

This is a first test for coding
-Bill

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